first time
Tuesday, January 29, 2008, 9:46 PM
today wake up right eye abit sore.
wanted to study for test but not dunno why i cant.
last time my will very strong my paper one lose to shahid then i go study by just flipping through the math textbook see the formula the next day paper two top the class.
now i fail my calculus. dunno isit i'm old or dunno what had happen to me.
hope tml can do it.
then go down to CGH for appointment.
then go to school for project meeting.
before meeting i went to canteen to eat alone in a corner and i occupied a table for four.
almost two year in school first time eat alone sia.
again no one to eat with me.
actually quite ok la some lecturers also eat alone.
i dun wanna walk to engine to eat and they say there not nice especially engine 2.
then went home dun want to go for hrm as i got mc.haha
tml n thur will be the worst day ever.
End of Kelly
Monday, January 28, 2008, 8:30 PM
today is the last session for kelly =)
and today also got a bad flu.
got appraisal today on my performance on kelly.
and guess what i get 3 for conduct out of 6 which is average.
and he say i'm around the 2 but he gave me 3.
all those that knows me who will gave me 3 for conduct.
nothing to say.
he say he will forget the past and focus on the last 4 weeks. as if...
i sit down only say i'm going to give you 3 as you have been slightly late a few weeks.zzz
he also say we got some brushes O.o
oh well everything is finally.
at start everyone was saying wa so long 12 weeks and now its over time files really quickly.
hmm i wonder isit me or the distance between us is getting further.
ok anyway...
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Update
Friday, January 25, 2008, 11:21 PM
ok update abit since people say my blog like dead.
this few days did nothing much project and watch gash bell.
doing nothing these days.
there is nothing i wanted to do.
today went marina HOD and finally reach chain saw after so long and was on form and barry the clown say don't want. WTF
i will continue to fight for it it doesnt matter to be if it was meant or not meant to be.
i will fight till i can no longer fight anymore.
Path to destruction
Friday, January 18, 2008, 8:43 PM
today get back com skill self reflection.
and i am the onli one get D. wooohoooo
teacher told me sorry when he return my paper O_O
i said i know i know
hrm i'm the only failure and all the subjects not fail is getting D.
how good can i get ? =)
might as well don't go school get debar.
can i stop going to school? it sucks man.
is like dying in a slow way.
then today got NE forum talking about rootness. quite boring.
but also got talk about poly students having a chance to get in local university.
after that when TM eat central.
the food there not bad actually.
bring girls out must got lots of cash.
if you bring more then one like 5 at one go your cash burn instantly ><
if people don't really communicate with you or like there but not there.
then for fuck sia.....
and my heart is in pain i scratch my watch. ZZZ
Determine?
Thursday, January 17, 2008, 11:02 PM
yesterday went for a cut hair which is dam long because gh do nonsense.
then went to a place play HOD4 and silence hill.
waste quite a sum of money only master till stage 2 omg zzz.
when then can follow the dragon.
eat wanton as always when we went there.
today go for lecture which is dam boring.
those who did not go somehow their results better then me and that really makes me feel "better"
going for lecture because to me its the right thing to do and since i do not have the motivation to study and i'm not the material for it, i go for lecture can at least recall some shit.
then projecting as always alot of deadlines coming.
after that went for student forum and alot of interesting things is brought up and discuss.
and all CMM students are weirdos and all guys are gays except freeman. haha
one more year to graduate.
this year dinner and dance is organize for year 3 students at $50 O.o
i sure go if there is one next year since graduating but will i find someone to go with? hmm.
lots of things to do, don't know where to start.
battle is going on within me and i don't know what to do, and it sucks.
it hurts to see..........................
AON...................
you can try this =)
You are The Chariot
Triumph, Victory, Overcoming Obstacles.
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For Fuck
Thursday, January 10, 2008, 9:42 PM
ok back to update.
so long never update le.
actually nothing much to day also.
is just that my result are dam sucky.
fail 3 get 2 d.
then like that study for fuck?
totally no mood and motivation to study.
i also dunno what fuck i want to do.
play game also not freaking good at it.
no mood to play also.
do everything and anyting i do also dont really have a good outcome.
then for fuck bother doing anything.
dunno now live to do what fuck.
totally boring life. what the fuck......
SS
Tuesday, January 1, 2008, 10:23 PM
forget to post the SS i taken.
took a SS at happyville only took one lol.
and happyville is going to be remove soon.
did not find others to take with.
gonna post it.
