Rainy Day
Thursday, April 3, 2008, 11:58 PM
today is a rainy day. please drown my sorrows away...
today dunno why somehow
something is wrong with me or
i'm crazy.
did
something i dunno right or wrong.
i said things that i not suppose to say, what i said say just now is not i what i meant to say.
its not angry its just sadness that takes control of me.
its not that i think that you are lying i totally believe what you tell me is just that it hurts being turn down.
i never blame anyone but myself for anything that happens.
and some reason are not meant to be told. its better not knowing.
friends is friends i will play my part as a friend the best i can be.
but its not a friend that i need.
wanted to say all this while i never stop for a sec and i always............
never stop hoping that we will be.......
i
wun be able to blog on that actual so i blog in advance.
Happy Brithday~
