Best day ever
Thursday, February 14, 2008, 8:56 PM
hrm revision lec in the morning i wake so late so i was late.
after that thought got club lec but joan din turn up.
slack one corner, eat lunch wait till 4 for calculus lecture.
enede at 6. which means after hrm 7 solid hours alone in school on valentine's day.
at least i done something today which is turn up for lecture after skipping for 3 weeks and mrs cheryl wee is looking for me =/
today i also clear know that beside my family and brothers i have nothing.
today dam sad and lonely.
i wonder isit me that there is a distance or we are in a poisition where we are strangers that know each other name.
and when i'm trying to make things better but you never fail to make it worst thats why my determination never dies.thanks
did i ask for alot? why must like that.
why isit the distance getting bigger each day.
i may seems to have alot of friends and when you need them and you cant find them you know they are just for show.
now i have lost all faith in everything.
earn my trust if you can i'm not going to try and also if i can i will not interact with anyone.
dont hate me for being cold. i'm also conquering my own weakness.
i cant believe how i have change.
today is the day i will never forget.
